Just Venting...

Anyone else dislike being a stay at home mom? I LOVE my son, I wouldn't trade being with him every single day, for anything.... I had him almost 4 months ago... I've been home with him every single day since he's been born, my SO works construction, he leaves at 9am & doesn't get home until 9:30pm... So all day I'm changing diapers feeding plus my son is colicky .. I'm EXHAUSTED by the time my SO comes home.. But it's like I know he's tired to from working all day, so I don't want to just pass our son off to him.. Idk, I'm just getting to my breaking point.. I just need one day to myself, maybe at a spa.. Idk! Sorry just venting 😩