Dear Diary

I'm balling my eyes out. I haven't seen my husband in 1 week and I am visiting my dysfunctional family. My family missed me but I don't miss them at all except my parents and grandparents. I feel so bad...im afraid I'm becoming attached to him. I don't know what to do. I swear on my life I will not live with my family ever even if I was divorced to my husband. I hate them 😢😢 sometimes family destroys a person instead of helping them . They are verbally abusive. I have been through so much abuse. I can not take it anymore... I will not visit them until a year. I am happier far far far away from them.

UPDATE: It's been 2 months now and I'm still here😢 finally he's coming back August 15