(I apologize for the long rant in advance)

My sister in law is pregnant again. Normally, I don't let my friends or relatives getting pregnant bother me, but this is just digging at me and I Hate It!

Reasons why I hate it -- she has a daughter who is 3 who she literally has nothing to do with. The father isn't even in the daughters life, the daughter lives with my mother in law because my sister in law MOVED OUT to live with her friends (she is 23) she only sees her daughter to drop off diapers and wipes, but other than that she is with her friends partying. Why? Seriously fucking why? Why get pregnant when you don't even care for the kid you have now? My husband and I would do absolutely anything to have just ONE kid and she gets blessed with two when she doesn't even care for the one she already has?! Maybe I'm just being a petty bitch, but I seriously don't understand why God blesses some people with kids when they clearly don't deserve them...

Again sorry for the rant.. I just had to get it off my chest..