Puberty and bullying ( my story )
I've been bullied practically since I was in 4th grade, it was mostly because I was fat. But when I had hit puberty in 6th grade, it was hellish.
I had began to get pimples all around my upper and lower lips and my forehead and cheeks, I being a stupid person, thought that leaving it alone would do the trick, but it only got worse and so did the bullying, I was called Pepperoni face and Meat roll,
When eighth grade came by we were finally learning what a Penis and a Vagina looked like And what were there purposes and what worse time were the pimples to come out and Make holy exsistence on my upper and lower lips.
Everyone thought that I had some sort of STD and thought I was a school slut. A lot of boys did pelvic thrusts at me and pulled my hair, made sexual references at my like my hand in a jerking motion with their mouths open.
Then came the school dance, and I wanted to go when suddenly a group of girls had Told me that school fatties who suck dick don't belong there. That I belonged in an alleyway rotting to death.
After that I became insecure. I hated myself and I started cutting, with each slice I made it was a reminder, a punishment for being ugly, and being born.
I did go to the school dance and obviously, I stayed in a corner, when suddenly one of the boys came and forced me into the boys bathroom, there were three of them and one of them was pulling my hair while the other two were undoing Their pants. I was so scared. I couldn't do anything. It was like I was paralyzed
Then out of no where another boy told them to fuck off and it turned into a fist fight, the boy who came in won and helped me up asking me if I was okay and I was, if it weren't for him, I would've gotten a taste of 'Other boys' and truly would've earned my name as the school slut.
A few girls heard the ruckus and stood outside with their phones recording. Both me and the boy had came out of the boys bathroom and they were laughing at me saying if I was having a good time with Nick.
Nick being the good guy he was threatened them with his father who was against bullying and cyber bullying and who worked as a police officer for the school and they deleted the videos and fucked off.
We went into the dancing room (A.K.A the disease ridden room full of sweaty pre-pubescent human beings The gym) And everyone was staring at me and Nick he and I held hands tightly and one of the girls yelled "Ew what is Nick doing with HER? Nick should be with me not a A dick gargling slut like her!"
And you know what Nick said
He said this "I'd rather be with someone as beautiful as her than a clown like raccoon like you Veronica."
Everyone was amazed by Ooooo ing at the comment he made.
I of course, felt insecure but Nick he reassured that I'll be fine. We both started dancing to the music and we both danced the night away. We both enjoyed each other's company and we became friends? That night, I said goodbye to him and that ended off the night.
The next day was amazing Nick invited me to the lunch table and I met his friends, they didn't believe in the rumors and they kept to themselves. And to this day were good friends.
I wanted to write this because my past was becoming a burden and I wanted to let it off my chest.
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