Pregnant?

So I'm now 12po and I'm trying to figure out ways to not stress over testing early....my cycles are 33 days long.... Been trying for a while ....with num 2 after 12 yrs...I have been having some symptoms but I'm so scared to test early ...I have had a few MC in my life but I believe God knew I wasn't ready to be a single mom again ....been happy in a relationship for a few years and the past 6 mths we been tracking everything... This month just feels different I feel differently..... Wondering could this be my month ....praying it is and if so ima wait til fathers day to tell my so.... I'm gonna wait til period is late before I take a test ....wishing myself and everyone else who is TTC lots of baby dust ....👼👼👼👣