Cycle Day 1... Again.

Leah • 29. Married. 7 years of infertility. 4 rounds of IVF. One miracle pregnancy.
My last injection was officially 20 months ago. 
We've been actively trying and tracking since the shot expired 17 months ago.
I am so tired and drained. I just don't know what to do anymore. I wish I could time travel back to 19 year old me and punch myself in the face for ever choosing depo as my birth control.
Biggest life regret to date.