Weird??

So I had a miscarriage last Wednesday I was 4 months and 3 weeks I got to hold my baby that whole night well since I still miss him so much and I wish I can hold him one more time every night I cry I think of him but before I go to bed I pray for him I also talk to him but when I fall asleep talking to him I notice I'm having dreams where his dad is in it when I wake up I can't really remember what I dream just some parts but all the dreams I had they're always about me pushing away his dad like I'm ignoring him and stuff and in the dream he's dad is sad sometimes angry and in the dream I'm always mad is this trying to tell me something ? It's so wierd bcuz ever since my baby passed away I pray for him and talk to him and fir a week straight now his dad is in my dreams and it's always him been sad and me mad on every dream I have just different dreamings. Is this trying to tell me something ? By the wAy the baby is not in the dreams but I did see my self pregnant and one of my dreams and in the other dreams no