Feeling really depressed!

I have been crying all the time, and not feeling close to my partner. I feel like our relationship didn't get a chance to develop, and now we having a kid. We haven't even moved in yet with each other. It's just stressing me out, I feel like our relationship lacks communication. We have been together almost a year now, but I just feet like we are so different. I try not to think negative, but can't help to. He shows no interest in my emotions 😔