I suffer from extremely bad anxiety, so bad to the point some days I don't get out of bed. Naturally the only way to control this was to be put on a benzo and we all know you cannot be on these while pregant so I had to stop. I have my good days and I have extremely bad days, today was a very bad day. I went into a panic attack the kind that your body goes completely numb but you feel your chest tighten and you're confused. I tried for an hour to get myself to calm down then my husband came upstairs and just laid with me with his arms wrapped around me. I didn't have to ask him he just did it, it calmed me down enough to where we both fell asleep. This man has been my rock for almost five years of being together and almost a year being married. I honestly could not tell you where I would be without him. I feel so safe in his arms and I cannot wait to see him with our baby. Even if I burn dinner (I am a good cook but sometimes I forget well because I have pregnancy brain some days!) he will eat it and tell me he likes it even though I know he is lying because it is awful! I just wanted to share with you guys the amazing man I call my husband ❤️