Early pregnancy symptoms second time around

Brittany
My 2nd time moms that are pregnant right now????   
Hey ladies I feel like I can only ask this question here since I went through my first pregnancy with you ladies. Soooo I'm super nervous and scared that I maybe pregnant again. I'm so scared that I'm just not ready to face a positive pregnancy test. But question because I don't remember this my 1 st time especially since I didn't know I was pregnant until 10 weeks. But is air feeling one early pregnancy symptom???? I know I'm bloated like before but I have been saying it's probably related to my period but since I'm breastfeeding and on bc I can't really tell if it's a true period or not. I've been spotting three days now. I'm getting heavy anxiety about the thought of being pregnant again. I just don't think I can handle another one this soon. And my husband is most definitely ok with just this one. Sorry if this is long and confusing.