Induction today... Baby blues before baby!

I'm hours away froM getting induced and i can't stop thinking im not ready to lose my baby bump!..: i dont know if im the only one but i just keep thinking like ... I still need time to spend with my belly... Do other stuff... Get other stuff ready.. Or getting presents for the kids for when she arrives (that i can still get later but it wont be the same eventough is not like i HAVE to get them)... But i just feel like... I want to go to the pool again... And walk with my niece and my belly... I know i will have my baby which is even better... But i dont know its like i need more time with it... I can wait to go into labor on my own but i had problems trying to deliver my son (he was a lil big) almost got a csection... I will have the baby more than likely on her due date exactly and she measures 42 weeks... So im not doing it that early anyway... Im just... I dont know how to feel!! I've been so down today.. Everything makes my eyes watery.. I cant help it... I thought i was just scared but now is just i want to stay pregnant longer! I know it sounds crazy for some people