Very nervous hoping no period this month 😞

I can't deal seeing my period or negative tests. I finally found the one who I can settle with and be with for the rest of my life. It's been a year now and I'm just hoping that I am pregnant 😔 I don't think it's going to happen but it's only been a week after sex still trying, trying my hardest not to stress but this waiting is killing me! Good luck to the rest of you