Conflicted

My partner and I are having our first baby in December. We lost one last year. We've been together together 4 years this August. Though we've not argued a lot in our relationship there has been ups and downs.

Anyway we've been doing a bit of tidying around the house tonight, when all of a sudden he snaps! Asking what do I want? Well, us, we're starting a family. He says how we're different, we do things differently. I can't even keep the house. I'm very clean and take pride in our home.

I stay at home, so I look after the house. I feel a bit deflated and confused to say the least, cause now it sounds like he doesn't want a family anymore. Yes the baby, but not me. All of a sudden, because we got too much stuff in the kitchen( I moved in with him, hence double most things) I'm not suitable. After saying how excited he is we're gonna be a family etc etc.

I feel like walking away, as he seems to think I'm not fit to be with anymore. His exes, seemed better fits, as he threw that at me. I don't want to raise a child on my own, especially since I haven't got much family around. Very confused right now. I can only pray right now.