Trying not to get my hopes up!

Today is cd30...haven't made it past 27 since I started tracking 4 months ago. Based on tracking, we think I have a luteal phase defect ( it's been 1 1/2 days short each month). I started an essential oils regimen and last month the lp was only a day short. No positive when I tested yesterday. My husband had to go out of town for an interview so I made him take all of my pink sticks so I wouldn't be tempted to test again until he returns. Tomorrow is also my last day of school (yay summer!) and we leave for a cruise tomorrow night! Hoping for the best, but trying to calm myself and tell myself it's just stress. Did I mention that we're moving into a new school so I also have to pack up every single thing in my classroom?
Long story short, I would appreciate prayers/happy thoughts as I try to stay sane while waiting to find out/waiting for AF. This would be baby #1 for us 😊 Been married almost nine years...trying since Christmas.