So this week I've had an operation on which was thought to be appendicitis ; turns out a a cyst had popped and caused infection so they drained it and am now on antibiotics and pain killers but feeling so down and stressed. We have to move out of our flat in two weeks my job doesn't pay sick leave and in worried because I've been off for the last week... To top it off we are moving back to Australia for my partners job and nervous and anxious of the judgement when we go back as we have only been together a year! And with all of this cannot find anywhere to live and parents are pissed at me leaving with their first grandchild but have no room to help us out for a few months. I just feel like this should be happy time and it feels horrible and stressful and I'm in so much pain after the op it's just really not proving to be the beautiful time I thought :(