Guys i really need your views on this

I am a virgin..22 years. I have an amazing boyfriend we've dated three months now..but have been friends before like 9 months..we agreed to wait for sex till am ready. But we had mad make out last night ..kissing..n touching, sucking and licking..all that..he was about to put his dick inside but i stopped him n it lingered on my vagina, he respectd my wish n got off..but that went on three times..am so sure he is fustrated by this n he is too sweet to go all crazy on me. We agreed to stay off any physical contact for a while. Am i a bad girlfriend to have led him all that way but not to the finish?