When together feels like just you

My boyfriend has not been the friendliest to me. At night I get really irritated just in general the baby makes me really moody. I'm not mean to my bf at all I tell him like baby I'm not in the mood & I go lay down

I feel like he purposely do shit to get on my nerves. He never caters to me like I was throwing up real bad the other day & he was in the bathroom sweeping. Instead of him patting me in the back or making sure I was ok he said or did nothing. Last night I was in pain and I know it was nothing he could do but I asked him to hold me & he said no. I feel so alone & I'm only 13weeks