My husband recently admitted to me that he watches rape porn. I've been feeling sick to my stomach and completely repulsed by him ever since. He knows that I have been raped - not once, but twice. He also knows that even though it has been several years, I still have issues because of what's happened to me in the past. I know it's just fantasy, and I don't really have a problem with him watching porn to get off when I'm on my period or not in the mood, but I have a real problem with him being turned on by watching rape, when he knows it has happened to me. Is this normal behavior? Am I wrong to feel this way? I want to be able to let it go, but I just can't seem to make it okay in my head. Have any of you dealt with this before?