Cycle is whacked.

My cycle has been nuts since my miscarriage a few months ago. This didn't happen with my first miscarriage. It's cycle day 22 (out of somewhere between 28-35) and I feel like my hormones are a mess. My sister-in-law is pregnant with baby #8. I'm regretting the family vacation we just took, there are so many things I would have rather done with that money. UGH! If you are a praying person, I'd appreciate it 🙈 Anyone else just OVER IT?! It's been over a year I just want a baby!