HELP PLEASE!!!!

I know you can see two lines but is this a positive as in the first one there's not really any colour?

You could see the lines before I ripped it apart, it's just I've been ttc 4 years now so couldn't believe my eyes and also I am not due on for 6 days so extremely early....

I took a test 3 days ago which was so faint you would not of seen on camera but was there and then the second pic was yday and first this morning so is getting stronger unlike in February when i had a mc, the lines were getting fainter.

I have all the symptoms but after my mc I don't know what to think or believe anymore so hopefully someone out there knows!

Many thanks. X