Unplanned, shocking, depressing. I have to say it's depressing because I see women on here and I know women personally who are trying so hard to get pregnant. It's not fair, I'm 20 years old and pregnant when I'm not ready for it when some of you would die to get a positive test. This is something that has been eating at my brain and I had to talk about it. I wish it was one of you that just found out they were pregnant. Of course I'm keeping it, I'll be having a baby soon. It's a blessing, I just don't get why women like me get pregnant using birth control out of freaking nowhere and the women that have been trying for years even with the help of doctors cannot get pregnant. Why does it work like that? It's just not fair. I don't even want to tell the women I know personally that are TTC that I'm pregnant because it's going to piss them off and hurt them. Like I can see why it would piss them off. I know someone who is literally going through depression and problems with her marriage because she can't get pregnant and she thought it'd be easy. I'm over here fertile Mertil taking a pill everyday at the right time and making sure I don't take meds that could cancel it out and all the sudden I pee on stick and its positive. If I could put my baby in someone else's womb I would, I know how bad some of these women want this and I just kindof don't feel worthy of it.  If I sound crazy I am sorry, I'm feeling a bit crazy at the moment.