Hello all. I have been having a rough couple of days . I experienced a miscarriage in April which has been something extremely hard to accept. Some days are easier than others . I find myself questioning a lot why my baby was taken away from me? I don't feel like it was fair at all. My husband and I planned for this baby . I feel like my husband doesn't understand the pain I feel . He keeps telling me that we will have another baby and not to worry. But what he doesn't understand (or anyone one else ) is that little baby was A PART OF ME and it was taken from ME ! I will never get to hold that baby or see what kind of person her or she would of turned out to be. Every single time I see a pregnant person or see Anytning that is related to pregnancy is like opening up the wound all over again. I feel like such a failure because I look around and see everyone else that is easily able to get pregnant and have a full term pregnancy  ,and i can't even do that ! I honestly don't feel this pain and emptiness will ever go away . I just wish WITH ALL OF MT HEART that my baby was still here with me