Month 6

Weve been trying for 6 months to have our first baby....I know 6 moths isnt long but it isnt short either.....I kinda wanna get my mind off things because i dont think its gonna happen....I have irregular periods (i dont have PCOS) Since we started trying i did everything....Checked my temp and cervix...Tracked when we had sex i even tracked when i actually had a period (Last one was in April) im kinda ready to give up because in my eyes all the signs are just saying give up already....We talk about kids all the time...I dont wanna stress myself but oh my god its happening...I just wanna curl up in a ball somedays cause i dont know whats stopping us 😩 im sorry for the rant but im trying to be strong in front if him knowing its killing me inside....