Really pissed

For a whole year and 3 months me and dh have been TTC I really thought this was our month and then bam I go to the bathroom and wipe and there's light pink blood so I know AF is on her freaking way I've prayed I've took prenatals preseed left legs in the air for 15min and nothing even did the damn opks 😢😢😕😕😕im so over TTC idk what to do anymore getting married in 2 1/2 weeks and I'm just upset