Pcos and all the big fat negatives

Im seriously coming to the point where i just want to give up πŸ˜” everybody is becoming pregnant even the crackhead that lives in front of me the h*e that still knowing shes pregnant she still at the club around all that smoke and bad vibes . I try everything and still no positive . I just want a family . πŸ˜•πŸ˜• it sucks so bad like i ask myself why me ? My nieces ask me when am i having a kid like i just want a baby πŸ‘ΆπŸ»