Just a rant!!!!

So my baby shower is this Saturday I have no dress and no shoes to wear I have no money bcuz the money will be going towards an apartment Im just so upset cuz I really wanted everything to be perfect but it just seems so much worse being pregnant makes me so emotional I almost cry every time I think bout what am I gunna wear I even thought bout canceling the baby shower til I had money for a dress or outfit but that's out a the window ....why!!!!!! Is everything so complicating why!! Do we need money to live well I mean not live but to get the things we need lol ugh!!! Sorry its so long just bin wanting to tell someone how I felt