Patience, patience, patience!

This is the third day past the predicted P-day but I don't want to test. Somehow three days just seem not enough time to be sure I am not just late. And negative tests are horrible, they stare you in the face and laugh at you. They really depress me. I kind of prefer just to wait it out until the bleeding comes. It's just unnerving, because now I am constantly trying to interpret every single feeling in my belly - is it cramps or did I eat too much, is it cramps or are these pants too tight... 

Plan is to test end of the week if nothing happened till then, fingers crossed. 

Anyways, just wanted to vent :) people who are not ttc don't understand the waiting game...