Termination tomorrow

Samantha
My heart is so broken I must terminate my little girl tomorrow due to sever Anencephaly ( no brain missing too of skull) I want her so bad she is all I dreamed of I feel so connected to her and I love her I don't know how I'm going to get through this. It's my second loss last time I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks this time I was so excited to make it to almost 13 weeks till I got the deviating news.