Me and my husband have been trying for 2 and a half years to get pregnant with no luck. Fertility treatments and everything no luck. Well I started focusing on my career and school and now we are pregnant due in December. I was so excited and happy to share with everyone. But now it seems like everyone I know is also pregnant. Maybe I'm selfish but I really feel like everyone else being pregnant really took my thunder. Like everyone is making no big deal about my pregnancy when it has taken us this long. I mean other people in the family are pregnant. People who haven't even been together long at all. Friends that weren't trying. And I guess since it was an accident and easy for them they make no big deal about me being pregnant when we are actually surprised and soooo thankful that this has finally happened for us. This is my husbands first child and my third child. I feel like people in his family especially should be more excited for us. Especially since this is his first and he is 31 and will be 32 when this child is born. And the fact that we had pretty much came to terms with the fact that we may never have a child together. Maybe I'm just hormonal and emotional but I've been keeping most aspects of my pregnancy to myself because of this. I don't share cravings or how I feel with anyone except my husband. I dress so I don't show my belly as much too. I don't tell anyone but my husband when I'm going to the doctor. I just don't feel like sharing my pregnancy or baby with people who think it's no big deal when really this baby is a big deal for me. I miscarried the first time I was pregnant by my husband and that's when I stopped. I didn't want to lose another baby at all. So this is my rainbow baby. I guess that's why she's so special to me but of course I didn't tell everyone or involve anyone in my miscarriage. So they don't know how special she really is to me. 😔 I just feel so alone.