(Sorry ahead of time this isn't a problem with my relationship it's just a problem.) So all my life I've been different. My family doesn't mind if there's a nude woman on tv or a stripper fell of her pole anything. But that stuff makes me uncomfortable so I stay away. I don't care what they do because it's their life. But usually when they come across a funny video they'll call us in and we'll all laugh together but some times it's not always appropriate. And this time my little brother (7th grade) called me in where my dad was at the computer and I said idk Tristan will I find it funny? And he simply said I don't know. So I wasn't going to go but my sister which is the biggest mot immature person who doesn't give a shit and is mean to every family member (immediate) said oh just go. So I did and jokingly said, Tristan if it's bad I'll punch you in the arm! and then I immediately turned away because the video was based in a car was, with very slutty women. And all I had to see was this one who was dancing provacitively on a soapy motorcycle and it happened to fall on her. I saw all of this because it was a short gif. But I walked away immediately and my brother goes "you're so annoying!" And I turned around and said "what... I'm annoying for not wanting to see that?" And I just left and I could hear my dad saying something along the lines of "(my brothers name) that wasn't right! She's not annoying and you need to cut it out! You're always making fun of her and this is different! You need to apologize and stop making fun of her all the damn time" and my sister was like oh cut it out it's not a big deal (she's almost 20) I'm 16 btw. And it just got to me you know? I'm pmsing so I'm emotional and crying but why make fun of me because I don't like that stuff. I don't want to see it period. I know who I am and I accept it... I accept the fact that I might be the only one... After therapy (because of bullying and depression and cutting) I'm okay with myself... But just hearing that from family hurt. And he has his problems too but just hearing it hurt. And it won't shake who I am but just right now I'm upset. Feelings don't last forever and I know that so now I'm just waiting for the ache in my chest to go away.