Well, I will start from the very beginning. I'm 20 years old turning 21 on July 24th. I met my boyfriend in highschool when I was 15 years old. I met him through my then boyfriend. So when me and my then boyfriend were having trouble, my boyfriend now came in to help me and we actually ended up liking each other. So one thing led to another and me and my ex broke up and I got with my now boyfriend. So we were together for a few weeks and then my ex wanted me back so I went back. Couple months went by and things didn't work out so I got back together with my now boyfriend. Ever since then we've been together. So it'll be about five years together. So fast forward 9 months into our relationship, I got pregnant with our daughter. Now, my boyfriend, he was always a ladies man. So I always caught him cheating. Not physically just flirting and sending and receiving nudes from multiple girls... Like I can't even count how many girls. Even during I was pregnant and after. I'm pretty sure before I got pregnant too. However, I always saw the potential in him to be good to me. So I always stayed with him and stuck it out because not only did I see the potential, I loved him so deeply.

Okay, so maybe like2 1/2 years ago, I started flirting and talking pretty sexually with another guy, and that's all it was, was talk. And my boyfriend found out and we broke up for two weeks and then he forgave me. So things were great for a while. Then maybe like 5-6 later I got a message on facebook from some girl I didn't know and she asked if this was my boyfriend and I said yes. And she told me that he had been talking to her and sending her dick pics and that they were talking on kik and facebook, she even sent me pictures of his dick pics and the screenshots of their conversations... So I confronted him about it and he was of course apologetic and didn't want me to leave him. I didn't... That same day, he took me to the pawn shop with him and he sold his phone and deactivated his facebook. And it stayed that way for a whole year. And things were peachy. When they year passes by he got a phone and he remained faithful.

So now that it's been two years that he was faithful, I had gotten a job at a Gas Station that some of my friends worked at. And his best friend worked there too. So they are the ones who got me in the job. So I'm working there for maybe a month and my friend, (who's really more of my boyfriends best friend) got another friend in. And so we worked together for a few months. And the friend that got us both in, (my boyfriends bff) got into my boyfriends job so he quit and went to the other job. So it was me and the other guy. So we work together a few months and we start to like each other... Then my boyfriend finds out.. So he breaks up with me and we stay broken up for like a month and a half. While we were broken up, I had sex with the other guy.... But was still trying to get back with my boyfriend because I really do love him. We built a life together and have a child..

So we get back together after like two and a half months and it was fine for like 4 months then he tells me that he can't fake being happy anymore... So we break up briefly again... And then he agreed to go to my cousin's quince with me. And we left early and I suggested we do something else cause we were baby free. So we picked up one of our friends and we went to a hookah bar. We stayed a couple hours and my bf wanted to go to a bar but our friend was like "no lets just drink in your garage and chill" but my bf didn't want to, he wanted to be more hype. But, we ended up drinking in the garage and staying these til 7am and our friend just sat us down and told us to work it out because he was so surprised at how we handled that night. They he thought we were still together because of how we acted. So we stayed together for a while.

Now, my best friend was also having problems with her boyfriend due to domestic violence and he just wasn't giving her the attention she wanted.. So they called it quits... And she had been talking with a friend that she met through her boyfriend and he was being real smooth with her but she remained faithful through her relationship. Well when they broke up the friend she met through her boyfriend, sent her a funny picture of his face on the body of Tony Montana and she thought it was so funny. So she set it as her wallpaper on her phone. So when her boyfriend, well ex seen it, he got so mad and just decided that since he lost a friend that she was gonna lose a friend. So what does he do? He calls my boyfriend and tells him that I had sex with the guy I worked with and some other guy too... I'm like WTF... So when he called my boyfriend, I wasn't home, I had went to go get us something to eat and went to the store for his mom. So when I pull up, he's standing outside on the phone. And he comes up to the car and takes our daughter out and tells me to stay in the car. So he comes back from taking our daughter inside with his mom, he's yelling at me asking if I slept with them and I'm just like WTF is going on what are you talking about? And so he gets pissed even more and tells me that my best friends ex told him that. And he's just like why would he lie when you tell her everything and she told him and I'm just like well he's mad at her and wants to get back at her. So he doesn't buy it. And I still deny it. But after a while I just admit to it. So a few days go by and I'm washing dishes and he tell me that he can't do this anymore. And that he's just done... I want him to still be with me. I just don't know how to convince him to stay... What should I do??... This all basically happened a little over a week ago...

So now my boyfriend is just more mad at the fact that i lied about it so long and that he was finally good to me and then I basically just shit on it.