I was putting all the baby things I  ought in a basket and found an old journal that I never wrote in. The front is a tree that says Beauty in Nature. I spent the next two hours writing everything that has happen since the first positive pregnancy test to the day we miscarried the baby to my feelings and thoughts of today. I wrote down quotes that have helped me and our plans for the future. While I know this may not help everyone. I felt so much lighter after writing everything. I told my husband that he was welcome to read it and to write in it if he felt the need.