Never getting happy

I've been with my SO for a while now, but everyday I get told that I look like a zombie, or have bags under my eyes and I look like I'm in deugs (which by the way I am not)...but my man tells me all this. But he will tell me if another is pretty or a bad bitch. Like dude, I'm you gf....you should be complementing me...not putting me down. But it's making me question my relationship. 🙁 just don't know anymore. Since we went on vacation...we have grown apart and he hasn't even put in effort to bring us closer. I was the only one doing thay. It's supposed to be 100/100. Not 100/50... .

Ugh....sorry ladies, just needed to vent