I had a chemical pregnancy in February. Before it ended I was so excited and peaceful and confident about being pregnant. When it ended abruptly I could not even express the sense of loss I was feeling and I couldn't talk about it to anyone. It was devastating, and I was shocked to find out I was pregnant again in March. Only a month later. I was not in a good place emotionally to accept the loss and I was in denial about being pregnant again already. I'm 16 weeks now and everything is still going well, but I cannot get excited about this pregnancy. I have been INCREDIBLY anxious and overwhelmed the entire time, I don't trust my body, and every week I am expecting the worst. I feel ashamed of having these feelings, and I want so badly to be this carefree, happy, beautiful mom to be. I know I am so fortunate to be pregnant again, but emotionally I feel so unstable. If anyone has gone through this, I'd love to hear from you. If you're going through this now, too, and feel like you don't have anyone to vent to, just know you're not alone and you can talk to me.