new norm

I guess this is going to be the normal for these last few weeks heartburn from water insomnia terrible horrifying dreams leg cramps hip cramps neck cramps shoulder pain belly heaviness pain can't wake up the next day having to stand still when I first get up oh Lord I'm not even saying come on September I'm saying come on August cuz I can't live like this and I'm not going to have faith that my baby will come early still full term I'm saying 37 weeks and I pray that my temperament gets better