FTM here and even though for the past almost year now (I had an early miscarriage last August)  I've been looking forward to holding my little one... But now that I'm 38 weeks and it's soooo close I can't help but feel like I'm just realizing that it's going to happen to me... ME! The whole labor and delivery process... All the effort to bring a life into the world... It's not just happening to other people for me to read about or hear about... It's going to be me and I'll be a Mommy! Just typing this idk whether to smile cry freak out or all of the above... 😍😭😶