Name Doubts 😑

I have always loved Ruairidh. Always always. Even when I was pregnant with his big sister she would have been a Ruairidh if she was a boy. However - I keep pulling away from it and searching for other names! Even though we decided that that is his name. I do keep coming back to it. I don't know. I guess he just doesn't feel like a Ruairidh...

Anyone else having trouble connecting to the name they've chosen?