We asked for help today.

Alyssa • Wife, dog & cat mom, dedicated triathlete
14 months, sleepless dreamless nights, planning, hoping, OPK's and BFN's we finally asked for help today. I sat on the bed shaking and sweating and asked my doctor what was wrong with me. I waved the white flag and turned to someone who could help me get my heart to be able to live outside of my body. We got a plan today. Labs, tests, samples, ultrasounds, appointments and finally hope. I am allowed to scream. I am allowed to cry. I am not allowed to give up. You are already in my mind, one day you'll be in my arms. 
"The Lord will fight for you, you need only be still." Exodus 14:14