Abusive relationships

Tiffany
Iv just broke up with my man after 18 months together 
He was hitting the drug scene hard and getting violent , calling me names , taking money 
Stealing off me , ovbs iv had to get police involved and moved out as he assaulted me 
I'm finding it really hard to deal with
As anyone been through this before 
Any advise would be great 
He's my first boyfriend and I love him
Unconditially I'm going out of my mind my head is going I'm getting silly thoughts and need some help