Well that hurt...
So me and my SO have not been having sex lately (not for lack of ME trying) im 30w so the passed few wks ive been getting really big, really quickly. So today i decided that i was going to slip into something sexy and see if that would work.. So i dug out some old laundré (no clue howto spell that) and walked into the livingroom, where he was. I asked him to come to bed and he said yes! Woo! So i went back into the room and waited for him. I laid in the bed in a sexy pose. He came in and turned on the light, i was confident but still alittle nervous tbh.. He asked me to stand up so he could see me (yikes) i listened and then he grinned and said "turn to the side" he pulled the top lower and tucked my boobs more in and continued to laugh... -.- ouch. Way to make me feel like a cow.
Now, five days ago he promised he would go down on me the next day, and didnt. And he still hadnt. So i asked him to once things were getting steamy. He said no, he doesnt like doing that. After some discussion, i said okay and that i wasnt going to force him to. We decided to "start over" then because the mood was clearly gone.. We started kissing and such, and got handsy. He started rubbing my... HooHa, which is much more senstive now that im pregnant. So i got really into it and was about to orgasm...
Half way through me "finishing," he said "okay youre yelling in my ear" so i giggled and said sorry, explained that im more senstive.. He would NOT drop it. He kept saying "like why are you even being that loud?" "Oh my god" and then literally screamed in my ear (like that goat video) to show me what i was doing.. I OBVIOUSLY got mad. I said "well nevermind then" and left. As i was leaving, he kept saying "really?" "Are you kidding me?" And "seriously?"
I locked myself in the bathroom and cried until he went back to the livingroom so i could have the bed... Now im sitting here writing this and we havent said anything since.. He knows ive been really selfconsious lately and i dont know why he would do that.
Even if i was screaming, maybe if i wasnt so sex deprived i wouldnt have been so sensitive. That really hurt me. I feel like a fking beached whale and i cant wait for this to be over...
Am i over reacting?
UPDATE- hey ladies, thanks for all the support :) he came into the room a few minutes after i posted this and apoligized. He said he didnt mean to offend me. Were both really stressed lately. Especially the day that this happened because we found out that our income is dropping to literally 0$ and were mostlikely going to have to go on welfare until he can find a fulltime job. I was in bed crying all day and he was looking at job adds. So i guess we both didnt have much patience..
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