Feeling alone.

I literally laid in my bed and cried for about 45 minutes straight. There has been emotions building up in me for a while now. Being single and pregnant is already getting me to a place where I don't want to be. I never imagined having to go through a pregnancy alone. Even though the father of my child And I are not together at all I want is for him to just check on me just to see how I am doing. I don't want anything from him. I mean the only time he checks is when I have an appointment and he can't make it and that is like what.....once out the month. Idk maybe I'm just being over dramatic but still. I'm not at all sad about him and I not being together I'm more sad about how he is going about things and almost acting like I don't even exist.