TTC# 4 ...

Hi everyone.

I'm 34 , I have 3 sons TTC for +-18months..

I'm currently only making use of opk's . I have a 28 day cycle...AF due on 22 July ..checking for signs from my body for ovulation...what initially started as an attempt to have our little girl is now for me only about having my baby. ..its hard to share with anyone that we ttc because the reactions are usually negative and judgemental. If anything most are so insensitive to the fact that we are struggling because we have 3 boys it's like I don't get to be sad or disappointed. Desperately needing to be in a space where there are ladies experiencing my same fears and disappointment . hoping to find a Cycle Buddy or just anyone that can relate.