My family and my husbands family is always asking us when are we planning on having kids. My answer is always were too young maybe when we're more ready.(LIES). We have been dying to have our mini us but God hasn't decided on when that will happen. I don't know why but I feel a little embarrassed too say we have been trying but it's not gonna work out for us. Am I the only person that feels this way ?  It breaks my heart that were soooo ready and excited to have one but it just doesn't happen. I'm very close to my mother side of the family and I only share my struggle with them. My husband is an amazing man in front of my grandma , mother , aunts and sister he shared our struggle of having babies. He said to my family he understands that God will not allow us to have children (we haven't been tested to know for sure if we can't have) but I love your daughter with all my heart I will never stop loving her she's my life I love my wife more than my own mother she's been there for me since day ONE. We all broke into tears crying. I just wanted to share my story for those who thinks that not being able to have a child will ruin ur marriage