Conceiving with irregular periods....

Today i got a BFN after 2 months of no period....Weve been trying for atleast 6months (I KNOW ITS NOT LONG OKAY) i do everything i dont stress some of my baby fever even left....I take vitex maca root and other vitamins and nothing i dont have PCOS or anything i really just wanna cry...I know alot of happy soon to be mamas and i wanna be one its just so hard....Then my boyfriend acts like its gonna happen soon so he trys to tell me give it time but i just cant i want our family NOW 😩 i see so many women who hurt their kid or let their child get harmed and all i wanna do is love a baby 😩 Smh im sorry ladies my rant is over....Happy 9 months to you ladies who are pregnant and baby dust to ones trying like me.....