What a journey this has been. I turn on the news and pedophiles seem to stay blessed with children who they can't wait to rape. Women who have children and murder them. Women who get pregnant to trap a man. Teenagers who can't take care of their child without mom and dad financially. So easy for others to have children but not my husbabs and i who want a child to place in church to know their creator. Maybe I need to pick up a new crack habit and then i will be pregnant by end of month