But lately, it's getting out of control. I had my son on June 7th, so obviously we haven't had sex since then. But also, not in the week before that, either.

Last night, I got out of the shower, and walked around our house completely naked for the first time in months. This used to almost knock him on his ass. He used to loooove my body and try to touch it every time he had the chance. So I figured, after 5 weeks of not being able to, he'd be all over me. Instead, he just kissed me, and grabbed my ass. Then I went into our sons room to feed him, and when I came back, fiancé was sleeping. I opened his phone to watch Netflix, and it had porn open. Like, why?! I was two inches away from you; completely naked!

So now I feel like I'm not good enough anymore..he says my stretch marks and everything don't bother him, and I've been believing him, Because he's really not the type. But now I just feel unattractive and upset.

On Tuesday, I was trying on wedding dresses to marry him, because he's been begging me for three years. Now I feel like he just doesn't want me anymore 😔

What would you do?