Just need to vent

CD41 and still not BFP or AF. My temps are all over the place and I've gotten multiple LH surges. :( :( My body is all messed up and for no reason whatsoever. This is my first cycle after a 3 month stress related stint of no periods or ovulating. I really hope I'm not heading for another one.

To top it off, every single one of my friends is pregnant or just gave birth. And it seems like every day there's a new expecting announcement on Facebook. We're on month 9 TTC and I'm done being happy for other people. I just don't have it in me anymore.