Feeling so disappointed but there's a positive in every situation.. 😔

Feeling so frustrated with my body, I went to what was supposed to be my last appointment for delivering my baby boy to find out my cervix is soft like relax lips but I have no dilation at all (39+4) 😞 don't feel like I'll be having baby boy by Sunday and induction won't even be talked about until I'm at least 41 +3 which feels like forever away. My body is just so tired but you know what my baby is healthy and getting extra special for mommy. How could I not be grateful for that alone.