Nervous about tomorrow

Okay so tomorrow I get my HCG levels checked and I'm nervous and scared because I'm thinking what my numbers will be will they be high or low I really hope it's high or at least more than 14 or 20 like it was last time. I really want this my husband expressed how bad he wants this. How he's willing to do better and finally stop drinking for our baby and I'm happy that he is willing. But he has to do it for his self too I really hope and pray my levels are better this time around because I'm ready to be a mom. Our embryo is so beautiful words cannot express how beautiful our embryo is. My husband cried the first time he saw the embryo on the ultrasound now we would like to see our baby again on the ultrasound growing and hear his or hers heartbeat I love my embryo baby the first time I laid my eyes on it. I'm just praying for a miracle.