I give up on trying for a baby

Month by month it's just a failure. Doctors can't seem to find what's wrong with me my so doesn't want to see a specialist at the moment he just wants me to relax and just wait till it happens. I feel like maybe having a baby is just not meant for us at the moment I'm still young in my 20s I'll just probably be on birth control for a few months and then see what happens from there one day ❤️😔